Monday, November 15, 2010

They say you're getting better but you don't feel any better.

Everything aches from the inside out. I'm sick but what else is new? This battle with my body doesn't get any easier, even now that I know what's kicking my immune system to the floor. It's getting harder and harder to just push through. I feel like a failure for getting sick. And this is NOTHING compared to what other people I know are going through.

"I've never met anyone more prone to life-threatening idiocy than you" - Alice Cullen

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phoebe marie said...

hang in there, lady lady.

first of all - YOU are NOT a FAILURE!!!

you've done more amazing things than most of the rest of the tools in this world put together. you rock.

i know being seemingly perpetually sick has to take it's toll. and no matter how insignificant it may seem when compared to things others might be battling, you can't beat yourself up over it. that's you AND your immune system against your bod, and two on one is UNfair!

being sick is NOT insignificant. it's the absolute pits, and i know it's not easy to deal with.

it feels stupid to say my usual "hang in there." you've been doing that for a long time with all this. but your spirit is strong, even if your immune system is a weenie. just keep being positive.

you'll feel good again soon.


phoebe marie said...

ps - i have a tiny white thing for you from ikea...

Sharky Marie P.G. said...

Thanks Bizzle...for both the pep talk and the Mike surprise

Sharky Marie P.G. said...

Ikea! Not Mike! Stupid phone and its auto-complete!!!!!