I woke up from the most horrific and realistic nightmare of my life this morning. When I finally realized that it was all just a dream, I started screaming uncontrollably. I really could not get a grip. It gave me the shakes and made me sick to my stomach. I've never been so physically affected by a nightmare before. I had nightmares during my divorce but this...oh god.
I'm not going to go into what it was about because when I re-read this years from now (as I have been with my older blogs), I don't want to remember it. It was awful on so many different levels. If it were a movie, which it could've been, it would've going from a sort of boring drama into a full-on horror film with a shocking ending. I really feel sick again. I have to stop.
I think I have too much on my mind.
October 21, 2002 @ 4:43pm: Switchblade (who I may sometimes refer to as "Johnny Pantsless, due to a Sweetest's Day incident) looked like a porn star while wearing the aforementioned fake mustache. It was quite natural, especially since he was also wearing a one size too small Izod sweater.
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